I Just Failed My First Midterm And Feel Like Death Warmed Over.

failedforthefirsttime.e.v.e.r.

Now I'm in one of those moods that come once every blue moon. I really don't feel like talking about my midterm, just typing about how bad I really do feel.

Who knew life could feel like this?

I mean, I try to keep reminding myself that, heck, I'm just going to be a mom for the majority of my life so who cares? My kids sure won't.

Is it because I know how disappointed my immediate family would be? Probably not. I'm probably just extremely irritable because of 1)lack of sleep 2)i just left 20 fill-in-the-answers blank with many other answers filled-in with funny vocabulary words i tried to think of off the top of my head and 3)i know i could have done better, should have, and that IT WOULD HAVE BEEN AN EASY

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IF I WOULD HAVE STUDIED A TEENY-BIT-MORE.

Now I get to deal with me for the rest of the day. The self-absorbed, self-despised, no make-up, hair in a bun, pudgy around the edges, sweat shirt wearing 19 year old that I am. Not sure of what she wants. Extremely disappointed in herself.

Listening to Josh Groban's "You Are Loved--Don't Give Up" for the 100th time as it repeats, repeats,

repeats

repeats.

Farewell USDA! You've Treated Me Well.

Working for the United States Department of Agriculture for the last two summers has been the perfect summer job for me. Seriously, I lucked out. I love my little Southeastern Agriculture Research Station and have hundreds of memories from working full time in those humid and peach-filled orchards. I love the people I work with and all the adventures we undertook. These are a few pictures that one of the workers took and I stole from off of his Facebook. One of the coolest things about our pecan orchards is how long they've been around. Probably one of the top things I love about Georgia is a nicely kept up pecan orchard. Its majestic. And old. An orchard with nice, big trees in it has probably been around for 100 years. Way back when, before the government bought our station, these orchards were originally on a plantation. A legit, southern plantation. So in our spare time from doing our daily experiments with the scientists or eating countless, delicious fruit; us biological-aids go and make new paths in the woods and visit/find cool new things, like the slave graves someone came across a few years back. There's a TON of wildlife around this place too. I feel like I live on a farm during my work day when I see a tractor roll around. Another thing I love about Georgia would be the wickedly-awesome thunderstorms that come and go every few days. I mean, I grew up in Washington, but a Georgia thunderstorm can ALWAYS outdo some Washington sprinkling-mist. Oh, and on a side note: everyday at 12, we play volleyball at lunch!!! I mean, come on, who can beat playing volleyball on your lunch with a bunch of scientists??? Anywho, I could go on and on with picture captions which would indirectly lead to a whole host of memories that would only really make me laugh, smile, or cry. So just check out these awesome wildlife photos and take a piece of my beloved summer job.